Granny, You were the only person whose love I felt was unconditional and true. I cannot explain the hole that has been left in me since your passing. So familiar was your love, your home and your actions that such little things will send me back to being a young child in that small home. You made everything magical, everything special. Everything something to remember. I’m sorry I was not there in the end, and that I did not fight for what you asked me to. I know you would have understood, but I know it still hurt. I hope you knew and know that my love for you has done its best to fill the hole left by your passing. If I ask anything from you, it is that you watch over me as I try to love myself, even a fraction of how much you loved me.