Hello love, I am missing your laughter. I miss your funny faces and the way that cigarette used to hang on the edge of your lips. I miss you big brother and I can’t express how much I love you. I hope that you have forgiven me for the wrongs that I have done against you. And I hope that you know that I’ve always loved you and always will. I admit that at times I’m angry about what happened because I really don’t know why you would do something like that to yourself, but either way I know it was Gods will. I hope you are happy there and I pray that you will continue to be by my side forever. I need someone to watch over me, and what better angel to have in the sky than your Big Brother. Donald Lawrence Alexander, I will ALWAYS LOVE YOU!